Keep Moving Forward

You know what I realized in life? That you should just go with the flow. Let the things the way they should be. Play it nice and cool. Don't expect. Don't assume. Don't take things seriously. Don't think too much. Because if you did, you'll get your heart broken, you'll get used and pretty much a fucked up life as a result.

Crossroads

There are so many things that I want to do, but the truth is that they are completely unattainable in reality. I’m always under so much pressure, to the point where I feel like I have no way of controlling the anger and frustration in me, and it’s not because I’ve made a mistake or anything, but more due to forces that I know I have no way of fighting. It’s the fact that there are things that just cannot be solved. Even though the same things might remain stuck in my head from the moment I wake up, it seems as though I simply have no way of countering it, and it’s been the same way from the beginning, so I’ve literally just exploded in the past. Throughout this time, I’ve had the chance to change this trait of mine. I’ll probably still be like this in 20 years’ time, even now, I’m far from perfect.

5 positive thoughts

1. Don't sleep too much. Enjoy being alive and productive. There is plenty time to be dead and definitely sleep forever.

2. Sometimes, nobody really cares if you're miserable so, you might as well be happy.

3. If you cannot solve it, its not problem- its reality.

4. Happiness is like perfume; you can not pour on others without getting few drops on yourself.

5. If all good things must come to an end, then do not worry. All bad things eventually would end too.

If you've ever been in love :)

When you first start getting feelings for someone, you look at them and you automatically smile. You find yourself not being able to sleep at night because thoughts of them are keeping you awake. After a while, you start to drive your best friend crazy because you cant stop talking about him. When you find out he has feelings for you too, you feel as if you're on top of the universe. As you get to know each other more, you are an official couple; you've pictured this over and over again and finally your dreams have come true. As the relationship progresses, first fights happen, tears come & smiles fade. If you find yourself hating him after the stupid mistakes he makes, you truly dont love him. Sometimes, the right guy comes along, he makes mistakes just like the rest and you will get mad at him but the difference between infatuation and love is that even when you're still mad at him, you still want to be with him.

Sometimes you can't stop yourself from hoping for yesterday to come back especially when yesterday was the only future you ever wanted and needed from the start.

Much Love

Some people might have butterflies in their stomachs, but you give me Pterodactyls.

Guy bestfriend

I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything you need. Another boy who makes your life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren’t around. He’ll kick my future boyfriend’s arse when he makes me cry. He’ll make me laugh when I am crying. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you’re single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend.

The hand

God gave me 5 fingers for a reason. My pinky is for my best friends and our promises that will never be broken, my ring finger is for marriage and for proof that we’ll be together forever, my middle finger is for that person that pushes me too far and to show them how I feel, my pointer finger is to silence them, to savor the moment, my thumb is for everyone, to let them know that I’m gonna be okay, no matter what.

FIVE

"Five is an odd one, both numerically, but because we have five fingers, five toes, five senses, a star fish has 5 legs, and flowers usually have 5 petals, but true 5 fold symmetry does not occur regularly in nature.

Our number system is based on units of ten because this is what we could count to using our fingers, but theoretically 5 would be a better base to leave the other hand free, however, the only language to use 5 as a counting system is Saraveca, a language of South America."

I just love the number 5. It makes me happy every time I see it or even when I'm saying it.

Our lives are filled with color from the start, and Red is the love that comes from our hearts. Blue is the sadness that drips from our eyes, but Black is the evil that makes us tell lies.

Green is the shade of jealousy and rage, and Grey is the hair that comes with old age. Purple is the mood most misunderstood, but White is the color that Makes Us Feel Good.

Life is full of meaningful colors,But Especially White.So hold on to it tight.

Sunlight and Terminals

I was 13 back then when I first stepped on Assumption-Iloilo. Really TERRIFYING! I was a dormer and it was my first time to stay away from home. At first it was really hard but still I managed to survive. Funny to think how time passes very fast. 2yrs ago I was just a very cute 1st year girl but now, come to think of it. I am a JUNIOR already. And next year I'll be a Senior student. It gives me goosebumps every time it came across my mind. Well, this is reality. I cant change it or go back to the past. I'll just keep on going forward. Meet new people and enjoy.

There's something about sunlight. It creates a spotlight on the life of everyday. There's something about movement. And how it feels like my life is flashing before me, moving forward without any hesitations. There's something about terminals and its ability to transport me to places I have to be in. A portal you might say. There is something about the monotony of life. The traffic jams, the long lines of ticket counters. There's something about MEMORIES. There's something about looking back and focusing on a memory of some childhood afternoon and how you'll realize you've come a long way. There's something about sunlight and terminals. Putting them all together you'll realize that all these time, YOU HAVE BEEN LIVING.